“Yes, I miss them but they hurt me so much. I don’t think they ever loved me…” — Park Jaebum
Before Park Jaebum (aka Jay Park) uploaded his awesome YouTube video, he was contacted by Insider 2PM’s source.
In the conversation, Jaebum said he was hurt by 2PM members Taecyeon, Junsu, Junho, Chansung, Nichkhun and Wooyoung.
This is word for word, what our source told us. We’re just sharing this because we thought fans would like to be updated with how he’s doing. This call was made before 12PM pacific time today. AS ALWAYS, YOU CAN CHOOSE WHETHER TO BELIEVE THIS OR NOT. The things written in parentheses are what we asked our source.
I’m on the phone with Jay now.
I asked if he’s sick, he said “No haha. I’m fine.”
I asked him, “Where are you now?” He said he’s outside.
He’s telling me now that he saw a big dog so he gave that dog a sip of water before he walked away.
He says the dog looked damn thirsty to me with a loud “HAHA.”
I asked him if he had pain anywhere.
He told me his right arm and back waist.
He says he’s buying some foods back for his brother.
I asked him if he’s ok now? Eat more.
I told him everything will be okay.
He kept quiet for awhile. Maybe he’s sad.
I asked him if he still miss his 2PM brothers?
He says “Yes, I miss them but they hurt me so much. I don’t think they ever loved me…”
He knows Khun hurt him too, but he still wants Khun to take care. He knew Khun wanted to apologize to him.
He says that “I don’t know if I will be able to go back Korea to work again.”
I told him don’t worry. I’ll check it out for him still. So I hung up my phone.
I think I talked about the wrong topics with him.
I think I just made him sad.
Well I was trying to dig out anything that we could help him.
That’s why I tried to talk about it.
I can’t help Jay.
(Us: So anyone else who can help?)
You girls need to help him.
(Us: Maybe we try to find Big Bang/other fans who like Jay to help us as well?)
Good idea. Maybe you can get 2NE1 and BB fans.
But first open a petition.
Petition for Jay to join back into the kpop industry.
And then e-mails/write letters starts.
Print out/give links the petition with the letters/emails.
You can tell them that in the US, Jay can’t show out all his talents.. only bboy dance.
And I don’t think he can make it big either.
If Jay wants to be a normal guy now, then he needs to work harder than ever.
But his talented will be wasted.
Could the 4 Insider sites get together?
I hope it’s all 4, not just the Thailand site and English.
But just now, Jay said that he don’t know can he come back to Korea.
I was wondering does that include JYPE stopping him from coming back?
If it’s true, the fans should fight for him against JYPE even more.
Since the past few days, our source has been saying that YG would be our best bet since Jay has always said that he likes YG’s style the best. Jay wouldn’t have to audition.
However, we haven’t decided if we will be carrying out any plans yet for him to re-enter Korean entertainment. We will only do so when we find out for sure that he wishes to return. We won’t be doing anything that goes against his personal decision. We just don’t want him getting hurt again.
Our source also said that Jay plans on going back to school in September so for the time being, he’s pretty much waiting for any chances to return. Please keep in mind that it’s our source who spoke with him, NOT US. The way this post was presented is in their judgment, not ours. We weren’t on the phone with Jay so we don’t know if he sounded like he wants to return or if he was only saying it but we completely trust our source.
The point is, he obviously won’t be telling the public any of this so even if he wanted to return, he can’t because no one would know. Then who is going to help him? That is why our source is helping us to help him.
We are all very serious about this topic. If you can’t take us seriously or don’t believe any word we just said (or ever said, for that matter), please go laugh about us elsewhere. Thanks. (:
[ Again: We know this particular update is hard to believe because it just sounds/looks a bit strange. It’s because we were talking with our source online & just copied and pasted. That’s why it doesn’t look like a person-to-person conversation. ]
———– Edit (03/09/10)
Our source said they are considering MNET or Pledis as well.
Source: Insider 2PM